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Chaos Buddy

by Elisha

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1.
Struck by rays, out of place Get out of bed, try to make it right today Splash your face, pick up the pace Tidy up the nest, the one that's in your hair Earphones in, count every step It all seems less grey, with your morning song he'll say : "It's ok" Every car and passerby They suddenly smile, they can hear your song With head up high. Now catch the sky The notes paint it with your morning song Headphones on, count every breath It all seems less grey, with your morning song I'll say :"It's ok" Nitakupenda , nakupenda When the night comes you go to bed Waiting for the morning sun The sun will rise, you'll do it all again With the voice of your morning song he will say Asabuhi ikifika, nitakupenda, nitakupenda It's ok, it's ok, it's ok It's ok, it's ok, it's ok It's ok Nakupenda
2.
100 Steps 04:25
It might seem that everything went down the drain And you clean yourself again in the warm rain Wish I could swear on everything to you But I'll have to hide inside, I won't steal you Away, just a hundred steps All I can say is we'll see You draw circles in the sand, round we go Maybe this is all a trick, how will we know Well at least I'll have your name frozen in time Oh my sweet Gisele, I wanna make you mine And take just a hundred steps All I can say is we'll see So run, run from what you knew Keep on running to that tune A 100 steps we both would have to make A 100 steps for the next great mistake Climb the tunnel in the dark, it will shelter us Hide away with me from your past Sweeter words were never said, it's true And I can't seem to stop, obsessing with you So take just a hundred steps All I can say is we'll see So run, run from what you knew Keep on running to that tune A 100 steps we both would have to make A 100 steps I would gladly take
3.
Ran away at seventeen No one was surprised You said you'll make it on your own While you smothered your cries You wear your heart on your sleeve In you we'll all believe A bright sun to lift us up No time for you to grieve So don't let it bring you down Never let your spark go out There'll be those who'll love you And the child that's in your heart So don't let it bring you down Never let your spark go out There'll be those who'll love you And the child that's in your heart Bow your head and take it all You're at our service, you're on call And when you try to cash it in You stand silent, embrace your fall When you just about had enough Of mending and stitching others up Settle down, silence it The bright eyed voice acting up Maybe you'll find someone too, Who'll listen to it talk He might be hiding just like you Another child at heart So don't let it bring you down Never let your spark go out There'll be those who'll love you And the child that's in your heart So don't let it bring you down Never let your spark go out There'll be those who'll love you And the child that's in your heart
4.
Not a word over the boards That keep us afloat, sparrows at play I sense this just might be right In the silent embrace of night We slide, deny, won't put up a fight I was wrong , I acted strong And this playground full of our breaths I sense I built our house too high Too high to catch with our eyes We reach as it flies away So I'll hold you for a couple of beats Cross my fingers with yours And with the first flicker of wings And the chirping and smiling, postponing, denying This is our house in the trees This is our house in the trees On the playground where we were free This is our house in the trees This is our house in the trees On the playground where we were free Keep my words to myself My lips are sealed, they won't come apart I sense with the silence we have For everyone else we managed to quiet even ouselves And it will slip away Don't look back through the cracks The walls won't come down I feel as if in the wrong We tried to make our right We reached through but it was too bright So I'll hold you for a couple of beats Cross my fingers with yours And with the first flicker of wings And the chirping and smiling, postponing, denying This is our house in the trees This is our house in the trees On the playground where we were free This is our house in the trees This is our house in the trees On the playground where we were free
5.
Denny put a bubble around our heads He told me„ Don't you be afraid There are no rules in here to live by Just as long as you both stay inside“ We both agreed, for the time Denny pushed and rolled our world He told her„ Don't you dare let go Cause if he sees you lose control He will love you even more“ She nodded and smiled, for the time Well Denny is our bubble boy, Denny is our bubble boy When she fell asleep in her rocking ball Denny took the chance to say it all He told me„ If you let her in, you will fall So stay quiet, just let me roll“ I looked at her, asleep, said yes... for the time Denny rolled us around for some time Three towns, long nights, he stood guard Let no one tell us the truth There is a way for us to live outside But inside we're safe, for the time Well Denny is our bubble boy, Denny is our bubble boy Slowly as his bubble grew I felt the time came to run away with you Denny frowned and told me„ You risk it all You'll lose her and your bubble world“ I smile and said to him„ I have to try“ Denny knew, he understood He couldn't keep us in, forever lying He said„ Then speak these words and it will burst But remember, you'll have to deal with it all on your own“ I listened, looked at her She was still holding on I told her„ This is something I must do“ The bubble blew as I said„ I love you“
6.
Next 3 Weeks 07:08
I put out my smoke I put out my thoughts If you only knew I don't want it through You smile with your eyes Such a clever disguise While you ache inside Something you can't hide... you can't hide I could promise you I'd be close I could promise you an open door But these are the words That seem to be only mine These are the words That seem to be only mine Just shut it out If you won't shout it out And your back will bend Trying to keep it straight Such a cruel lie That we both kept alive You could've never been Never been mine, never been mine I could promise you I'd be close I could promise you an open door But these are the words That seem to be only mine These are the words That seem to be only mine Maybe I'll stay Just for a little while The next three weeks I'll try to make you mine, make you mine I could promise you I'd be close I could promise you an open door But these are the words that seem to be only mine These are the words, that seem to be only mine
7.
Circus 04:51
Dance, dance, burn your clothes And seven cats make pirouettes The chance to stand close And I can’t seem to take my eyes Of you Of you Of you Of you The flame licks your palm An ivy hugs your naked back The calm before the storm We stand blind in its eye For now For now For now For now Well I know we will try To stay in the dark Control is what we lack In the circus spotlight A place in our minds And words that will remain unsaid We feel the pulling binds But we won’t try to break The chains The chains The chains The chains In beautiful denial we nod our heads Error and trial, invisible threads It’s a puzzle box, we connect the dots Will we have our luck When time finally stops Well I know we will try To stay in the dark Control is what we lack In the circus spotlight Well I know we will try To stay in the dark Control is what we lack In the circus spotlight
8.
Don't know how many glances it would take I keep on peeking at our stories Hidden in our secret mailbox Waiting for a continuation And yet if I leave you the pen A dot is much too hard to add Words run and fade away Until we realize it's empty And I'll take a deep breath and let go Of all the stories that were told Let them rest under a lock Till you bring it back to me, till you bring it back Till you bring back the key and open it Well I'm glad we both signed them I'm glad we both lived them And I'm ready to wait a bit... more (Back to me, back to me) And I'll take a deep breath and let go Of all the stories that were told Let them rest under a lock Till you bring it back to me, till you bring it back Till you bring back the key and open it And I'll take a deep breath and let go Of all the stories that were told Let them rest under a lock Till you bring it back to me, till you bring it back Till you bring back the key and open it Back to me, back to me Back to me, back to me Back to me, back to me Back to me, back to me Back to me, back to me Back to me, back to me I'm glad we both wroth them I'm glad we both remember them And peak at the mailbox every now and then I'm glad you let me Say it all so frankly And I'm ready to keep them safe I'm glad you'd have me Say it all so bluntly But I wasn't ready to let you go
9.
She folds you, stretches your mind With the memories you left behind Presses her feet in the gold Already a million years old She sets you next to the rest She sets you both to rest Pressed her camel to your grid Already a million times, she did Gift your ring to the starving sun So it gifts a life to the paper one. Home Set sail on the desert sea With paper bedouins of the one that set you free Your ship moves closer to Tortoise Shell And the one that's ringing your bell Gift your ring to the scorching sun So it burns a life into the paper one Your bedouin will call for you The troubadour that saw through you From paper to flesh and blood he will wait Somewhere on Tortoise Shell, he'll be Ringing your bell A million times if need be He'll embrace you, say :"Maggie, you are..." Home Home Home Home You are home You are home
10.
We knew it, still did it We blew it, but no regrets For it's been said in the past The most beautiful things aren't meant to last Toe to toe, a running joke And many more with a smile You wrote it down, firm and sound You planted a garden in this ground So keep smiling for me, and I'll smile for you But I won't let go of our time in the sun I'll keep smiling for you though I knew In the very end I never had you And every note in your pitch Every note with your words A million of messages Floating bottles lost on your shores A promise kept, you're in the right You haven't leapt, you're out of faith And though I would leap with you In the end I never had you So keep smiling for me and I'll smile for you But I won't let go of our time in the sun I'll keep smiling for you, though I knew In the very end I never had you So keep smiling for me and I'll smile for you But I won't let go of our time in the sun I'll keep smiling for you, though I knew In the very end I never had you
11.
The moment you stole from the mount, they raged, sending lightning and fire First there were nine, now you're the tenth Keep it with you, close to your soul And as Hermes flies in search for the thief, you hid their rock under the Tortoise Shell And appointed the scribe to watch and guard The stone of the tenth muse Every sundown and morn The scribe is reborn For your stone is his And his stories are yours Are yours The moment you took from my mound, I could've raged, light us on fire First it was mine, now it's been kept Within you, mixed with your soul And as thoughts fly in search for the tenth, you hid yourself under the Tortoise Shell Appointed the scribe to watch and save The soul of the tenth muse Every sundown and morn The scribe is reborn For your stone is his And his stories are yours Are yours Are yours Myths aside, characters quiet I've had it with keeping us alive in thought I've had it hiding behind my own words Just take it all 'cause I've no need You're the tenth, you're what I need And I plead, plead, please If I had you, i could finally be silent You're the tenth, you're the tenth You're the tenth, you're the tenth The moment I gave from my mound I didn't rage when you lit me on fire First it was mine, oh I didn't know Without you and your soul, without you and your soul It wouldn't fly in search for anything at all And it will be gone, lost On Tortoise Shell, on Tortoise Shell We both knew That in the very end We could only Meet there A 100 steps away From our house in the trees Two children at heart Hidden in a bubble A morning song a day An empty mailbox Two circus acts Lost in the vast sand So for the next 3 weeks keep smiling for me So for the next 3 weeks keep musing for me So for the next 3 weeks keep smiling for me So for the next 3 weeks keep musing for me So for the next 3 weeks keep smiling for me So for the next 3 weeks keep musing for me So for the next 3 weeks keep smiling for me So for the next 3 weeks keep musing for me So for the next 3 weeks keep smiling for me So for the next 3 weeks keep musing for me You are my buddy for chaos, for chaos Sometimes you need a buddy for chaos, for chaos Sometimes you need a buddy for chaos Sometimes you need a buddy for chaos Sometimes you need a buddy for chaos, you are my buddy for chaos, for chaos Sometimes you need a buddy for chaos, you are my buddy for chaos, for chaos For chaos For chaos

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Chaos Buddy is a 2 parter album following the story of a writer and his muse. I'd like to thank everyone that joined in and helped tell it as sincere as possible.
Those would include, in no order specific, Manuel Manzin (saxophone, low whistle, vocals), Ivan Jović (guitar, vocals), Glorijan Jelčić (guitar), Narmi(vocals), C. Vrâncianu (vocals), Luka Šipetić (guitar), Arnold Elly Ojwang(translator)

Tracklist :
Part I : The Bubble
1. Morning Song feat. Everyone
2. 100 Steps
3. Child at Heart
4. House in the Trees
5. Denny is a Bubble Boy

Part II : Tortoise Shell
1. Next 3 Weeks
2. Circus
3. Mailbox feat. Narmi
4. Maggie and the Paper Bedouins feat C. Vrâncianu
5. Keep Smiling for Me
6. Musings of Muses pt.I / The Muse
7. Musings of Muses pt. II / Chaos Buddy

E.Papić 2019.

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released May 5, 2019

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Elisha Rijeka, Croatia

Singer-songwriter from Pula/Rijeka.
Rock,folk,world,electronic, indie, alternative.

Inner World (2016.)
Outer Noise (2017.)
Chapters(2018.)
Chaos Buddy(2019.)

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